As weird as this may sound, I believe that every person that we meet has an important role in our lives. It helps me get through the bull***t that we go through everyday from our Great Loves of our lives beginning and ending to the stupid idiotic guy at the Gas Station that gives me the wrong change every time! "Learn to Count" I have really started to think that each person has something to teach us no matter how much I try and fight it. We learn to love from the people we meet, grow up with and take adventures with. I've also now learned to count my change all the time, anytime and everywhere! Is it possible that if everyone person I meet, I also learn a lesson from? If I cut this lesson short by slipping out a little too soon will fate take its place and bring that person back into my life? Do all of our Journey's have to be finished in order to move on completely?
The reason for this thought is because I've been recently been talking with my ex from six or seven years ago and I keep having this strange feeling. It feels like I've never quite moved on completely from him. How this is possible? I don't know! I've now had a son, moved 6 times to 3 cities, bought 2 houses, planned a wedding, moved on from that mistake and still I have ended up back to my neighborhood where we dated those years ago. He was never one of my great loves of my life so why is it that we can't just move on. Was my journey not completed with him? Do we have something really special? I just don't see it! He's my ex for goodness sake! I broke up with him for a reason which for some reason I cannot recall as hard as try! It just seems so weird for all the people that could have walked back into my life after so many years and so many changes, it was him! What could he possibly have to teach me?